I miss therapy

The thing about looking at the future is it can make you anxious and the thing about leaving the past behind is, that can make you anxious. When you spend five years in therapy talking about your trauma, abuses and other such evils, you can become institutionalised around it. I have forgotten how to not be patient.

Day 2: 20 facts about you

1) I have a habit of inconsistency which is why I'm a day late for day number 2 haha 2) I've never seen Game of Thrones and have no desire to do so! 3) I saw my first psychologist age 4 because my parents were fed up of me not sleeping through the night and…

A blog challenge

So I thought I'd have a go at a blog challenge in order to be more regular in my posting. I actually had my last therapy session Saturday. Well, the planned last but if I need to go back I can. I did a hypnotherapy session and I feel already that it's helped. My flashbacks…

This world does not accommodate me

People don't understand the full crippling effects of mental illness until it's them and most people claim to have depression and anxiety, because they felt down once, but fail to note that not everyone is cured after a visit to the GP and some Fuloxotine.

I’ve made a huge mistake and I want to die

I can't do this anymore. I can't do what I was doing forever. So you see, I have nowhere to run and this point. I'm all out of road to run and hills to hop. I'm stuck, once again, at a crossroads but I'm pretty sure all roads lead to a big drop with nothing but concrete at the bottom.


Blogs evolve with their people

Wow! This blog has laid long forgotten in the back of my mind. It is not because I am well. It is simply a product of my lack of consistency and ever changing lifestyle. So much has altered for me at such a swift pace these last few months, I think I have tangled myself…

Backtracking, social media pressure and inconsistency

People like myself very often need to protect themselves from others problems and need for attention. We also regularly require isolation time just because we are unwell. 7 months ago I quit Facebook for good. I deleted it outright and sacrificed all my memories there with it. I was sick of people arguing or being…