This world does not accommodate me

People don't understand the full crippling effects of mental illness until it's them and most people claim to have depression and anxiety, because they felt down once, but fail to note that not everyone is cured after a visit to the GP and some Fuloxotine.

I want to die right now I swear tfg (a morning journal)

My upstairs neighbour keeps me awake at night and disturbs my day almost daily. Last night she woke me at 2am. Literally just with her fat loud mouth. I'm exhausted from it all. Couple this with a snoring boyfriend who refuses to see a GP about his ongoing nasal issues, I get minimal sleep some…

Fat, fake and feeling unsettled (The morning journals)

I'm groggy today. My head feels as though brick dust is swooshing side to side against my skull and dripping into my blood stream bit by bit, building up, until I am a house of exhaustion. I'm a bit down on my body at the moment. Yesterday my Nan said I looked pregnant (bare in…

3 Things I hate about my life & 3 things I love

We all live in a polarity. Good and bad things happen to us, although sometimes, especially with a disability, it can be hard to acknowledge any good. Today I want to do a little mix of a 'get it off my chest' and some gratitude. Gratitude is important and practicing this each morning has certainly…

I need to vent (The morning journals)

I lost it yesterday. I got angry, I said stuff and made some mistakes to try and distract myself from my emotions. But I also stood up for myself and said 'you know what, no, respect me or walk on by!' I'm still pissed off but I'm not allowed to be and now I feel…