How to get what you want (a morning journal)

One thing that has enabled me to alter my life and stay positive in times of hardship is Law of Attraction! Discovering 'the secret' and bought me much positivity and my miracle manifestations have revealed themselves yet again just yesterday. I took a chance, because if you don't ask; you don't know, and my chance…

Fat, fake and feeling unsettled (The morning journals)

I'm groggy today. My head feels as though brick dust is swooshing side to side against my skull and dripping into my blood stream bit by bit, building up, until I am a house of exhaustion. I'm a bit down on my body at the moment. Yesterday my Nan said I looked pregnant (bare in…

3 Things I hate about my life & 3 things I love

We all live in a polarity. Good and bad things happen to us, although sometimes, especially with a disability, it can be hard to acknowledge any good. Today I want to do a little mix of a 'get it off my chest' and some gratitude. Gratitude is important and practicing this each morning has certainly…

The fear of people (The morning journals)

I'm seemingly falling into a routine in the morning, which is something I crave a great deal. I could never do that in my old home. I'd wake feeling heavy and depressed and would struggle to get up at all. It was like my energy was being sucked down into the neighbours house below me…

The day after the day before (The morning journals)

So how do I feel post return to therapy? Well I am tired, I'm setting my jaw, my eyes feel almost slit like in an evil way, I'm irritable and I still ache. Are the two linked? Maybe or maybe I'm like this due to all the pain I am in. On a positive note…

Back to therapy (the morning journals)

Today is the day I return to therapy. It also signifies the day I start putting my morning pages onto my blog instead of into a notebook. I feel like an utter failure for needing to return to therapy, especially after just a few short months. I resent the fact I may well play the…