Blogs evolve with their people

Wow! This blog has laid long forgotten in the back of my mind. It is not because I am well. It is simply a product of my lack of consistency and ever changing lifestyle. So much has altered for me at such a swift pace these last few months, I think I have tangled myself…

Disability is a loss and we are allowed to be sad

I often find myself lacking motivation. I never used to be this way. I was always motivated to go to the gym, go on a run, take a bus out of town to the woods, walk to see my friends, go to the pub and get up for college and work. You see what I…

Dissociation & Grey areas (The morning journals)

I'm having my hair coloured today but out of the blue I have decided to have a dramatic cut. This may not seem like a drama based idea to many but for someone with strong emotional flares and personality alterations, it could be disastrous in a few days. You see, I'm prone to changes of…

The fear of people (The morning journals)

I'm seemingly falling into a routine in the morning, which is something I crave a great deal. I could never do that in my old home. I'd wake feeling heavy and depressed and would struggle to get up at all. It was like my energy was being sucked down into the neighbours house below me…

I have lost my purpose

This blog has fallen far from its original purpose. It is off the tracks and coming to a chugging stop beside the Eden plan. I have failed myself and my intended purpose of bringing awareness to the reader. 

Who’s really ‘sick in the head?’

This blog was never about me wanting attention or crying out for help. It's suppose to be a place where I speak openly in order to educate people on what daily life is like for the sufferer of illnesses like mine and a place to raise awareness, in an age where doctors, let alone the…